Visit with Mother

So, today, Friday, after Thanksgiving I am going to visit my mother. I called her yesterday and we talked about some things that are hard to say in letters. She is staying here in town at a hotel (visiting other family) and I asked if she wanted to get together. Today after my father picks up my kids for a visit with him I am going to see her.

I am nervous, she wasn't exactly nice on the phone. Her insinuations were vague and seemingly light hearted but they were there. Also, apparently she has lost somewhere in the vicinity of 75 lbs (which she blamed on me and "the situation"), I have not seen her in about 2 years and I am a bit nervous. I can only imagine her as a very skinny woman...drawn and sad.

I know that I have the strength to face her, I just don't know how long it will take to hash things out, IF that happens at all.

Wish me luck

C